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[Apr. 30th, 2007|10:45 pm] |
I feel really disgusting
my roommate thinks I'm crazy |
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[Feb. 25th, 2007|01:29 am] |
I hate Claire for only wanting to be my friend on the weekdays. I hate Abby for pretending to be such good friends with me until any guy comes around. I hate how she is never sober. I hate how she yells when she is drunk. I hate how she is always messy. I hate how she wakes me up at 3AM every day. I hate Sarah for being a raging bitch 95% of the time. I mean I live here, she doesn’t. I hate the way the “three amigos” look at me. I hate the look they gave me when they saw me eating with the basketball team that one day, and how I realized that they would no longer be my friend. I hate having to explain to the basketball team why I don’t kick it with them anymore. I hate that I almost cried when Nick invited me to go out tonight. I hate that that was the first person to invite me out in weeks. I hate that I couldn’t say yes because they would kill me. I hate that I care. I hate sitting by myself all the time. I hate that I still hate the weekends more than anything and have to allocate my homework so I don’t get bored. I hate that I pretend that everything is okay all the time. I hate the way Isabel pretends to be my friend. I hate the rain. I hate the way they make me feel about being tall; do they have to bring it up constantly? I hate that they always ask me what I’m up to that night, and try to hide their smiles when I am unsure. I hate how they laugh when they close the door. I hate how I got grouped with these girls, so everyone assumes I am exactly like them. I hate that I hate it here.
Okay, optimisim from now on. |
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[Nov. 28th, 2006|11:40 am] |
“We are too young to speak of death
How could it have ever entered our thoughts,
We have been too busy learning, growing, experiencing, and changing
Living life to the fullest
Not worrying about the end,
So play, smile, think of me, pray for me
Speak of me on the lazy way which you always used
Laugh as we always laughed
At the jokes we enjoyed together
Wear the forced air of solemnity or sorrow
Think of me as I was and always will be
Whatever we were to each other
That we are still.” |
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[Oct. 28th, 2006|07:19 pm] |
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I'm not sure how much longer I can do this. |
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[Sep. 17th, 2006|03:52 pm] |
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I woke up this morning to my roommate crying because she hates it here so much. My other roommate loves her “HOMO LIFE AT MOHO” (according to her facebook). I have come to the conclusion that it is only the lesbians who are enjoying themselves here. Last night I went to a Luau @ Amherst. The only good part about that was there were free margaritas, but the ratio of guys to girls (I’d say about 4:1) didn’t make the situation that impressive (I think the entire campus of Holyoke, Smith, Hampshire and a few randoms from UMASS were there). After about 4 hours, Caitlyn and I took the bus of hell back to Holyoke. I seriously thought I was going to throw up because of all the people crammed on it and how everyone smelled. After we got back Rosie kept calling us trying to convince us to have a dance party in the room (“we can drink and turn off all the lights and dance”) or to go and sleep in another room so all of her friends could party. I definitely refused given that it was 2 in the morning, dancing with a bunch of annoying girls (they are seriously so unfriendly and so annoying) didn’t really sound enticing. I think the night would have been better spent watching Laguna Beach (My roommate’s gf has all of the seasons) and studying. I don’t think I can read another page of any required reading (200 pages today!) Luckily classes are tomorrow because I’d much rather it be a Monday rather then a weekend. |
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[Aug. 8th, 2006|04:02 pm] |
Dear Australia,
This will in all likelihood, be the last mass email that I send out. Today, it has been two years since I boarded that kangaroo decorated airplane and flew out to the mystery town of Murwillumbah. Australia almost seems like a dream to me now, a secret land full of white-sand beaches, rainforests, rolling hills, and a myriad of friends; a land of no responsibility, grades, parents, or jobs. Even my visit in April seems like a lifetime ago, and I really want to thank everyone that I saw and made it the most amazing month ever. The memories of both trips float through my dreams and linger in my thoughts. Little things like a magpie cooing, school uniforms or a commercial for outback steak house remind me of those 6 months.
As I get ready to leave my hometown of Bend for a college that is a 6 hour plane ride from home and all of my friends, I find myself thinking of all of you a lot. That dreadful countdown of days until I have to say goodbye, trying to fit in as many fun activities as possible and realizing that it is an end of an era in my life; my life will never be the same or even similar to this moment- again
Since I saw many of you in April, I have had my last prom, graduated from high school, gone on many road trips, and already have had to start saying goodbye to my childhood friends. In 3 weeks I will once again be boarding a mystery airplane: flying to NYC for a couple days and then starting another mystery chapter in my life, full of unknown people at Mount Holyoke College in Massachusetts. Anyways, I just wanted to tell you all once again that I love you all. Keep in touch, and keep an eye out- I will be back in Australia sometime again soon. And you are all always welcome to visit me, in Bend or in Massachusetts.
My new address:
Hannah Turner
3225 Blanchard Campus Center
Mount Holyoke College
50 College Street
South Hadley, MA 01075-1461 |
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[May. 21st, 2006|06:45 pm] |
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Mangos are offically in season!!!!!!!! |
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[Feb. 5th, 2006|08:03 pm] |
So I don't have homework or really even have to wake up in the morning.
thats weird.
I'm waking up at 7 though, to go take pilates at my gym.
my mom just called me a bitch.
naet. |
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